Pocketful of Sunshine

okay,i'm so not supposed to end this blog with PROM
it's like so,long ago?
so i'm gonna update with my

O LEVEL RESULTS.
 

i cried for my results la,not for the bad,not tears of joy either.
english-B3
chinese-A1
Bio-B3 (HORRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR,spent ten years on it)
Chem-B3(okay,kinda expected)
A/E math-A2 ( :( thought i could have got a 1?)
Geog-A1 :)
hist/ss- A2(it was a pleasant surprise!)




& I'M SO SO PROUD OF BOH BOON ZHONG!
He's one of the top scorers from Unity,8pointer!

THIS SONG IS LIKE SO FOR US RIGHT NOW:)

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT;
i'm here,
spending the 16th year of my life,
going through a phase everyone has to go through
and in the midst of one of our major exam-O LEVEL.

Everything is going soooooo fast,way too fast.
For me at least.
And i don't like it.
I just wiah everything can stop wherever they are,or at least slow down?
I don't want to choose and get use to a new "cool" school,new group of friends,new cca,new teachers and every other things ALL OVER AGAIN.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
O's are finishing in 13days,and i only have 4 more papers to go:
-SS
-geog p2
-chem P1
and bio p1.
to think that we have been staying back in school,suffering like hell during AEP(all the super hot weather etc),
just for THESE flimsy papers that will be flying across oceans and mountains to somewhere i've never been before,
to get some nice marks and be happy and they will burn it(most probably i think,what else?)
I'm reaaaaaally crossin my fingers for luck!
I thought all the papers were..MANAGEABLE?
*it's a curse! you can't say a paper is EASY,if not...you will do damnnn badly and be devastated over the results and die(telling from experience)

Well,the major papers are all done
so i guess i'm gonna take a little break,maybe go watch some movie and be happy?
BRRRRR,i wanna watch SAW5!!
even if that's impossible,i'm gonna catch a horror movie with TWIN(kie),The Coffin?
It's a Thai one so i guess it won't be lame?
Hmmmmmm,Blindness don't look bad too,the thriller looked like The Happening=.=

OHHHHHHHHH,
i'm so gonna redo my things-to-do-after-o's list!
There's like million and one things i want to do!
Like.. going on the Flyer? going changi and stay overnight?? *LAUGHS.

"i woke up early to baby blue eyes from afar woah woah.."

BOOOOOO.
Today was chem prac.
It was nice up till the part of deriving the ions in the solution R,stupid.
Urggggggg,AMMONIUM IS NH4,and i wrote NH3,BEST.
And i was TRICKED(trick question you know!) by the Fe3+ solution,pale yellow and to think i thought it was silver chloride
tested for chloride using lead(ll) chloride,producing white ppt.
dong,end up that's sulphate ions.
*&^%$#@#$%^&
*cross my fingers* really hope my titration will alright? :*

Bio prac wasn't any better either i think.
Dumbo reducing sugar test.
whole world got different results! Bla,S2 was supposed to be brownish red.
i dread playing with colours:l

Anyway there's still smth to cheer for i guess?
prelim results was waaaaaaaaaaaay better than i thought, as in position wise.
I got 25th in level! That was quite surprising,i thought i'm like in 60plus,some unknown position,very blending.


Damn shitty bug thing,

11 more days to O's.

:( no pictures.

"Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten.."

HALOHA.
i'm glad that i came SIM,partly because the study environment here is good,
and i get to use the computer also!:l

I've done like dozens of essays and i seriously hope that i wcan memorise in time,by tues in fact
and i still have geog,not forgetting there's like paper 1&2 :OOOOOOO
*feels so much like screaming out loud,but since i'm in the library,i shall refrain from doing that.

I've been bloghopping around recently and till just a moment ago,
i realised i've not been talking to my cousins lately.
Feel kinda bad i guess? after all i lived with them for like 5years already.
i have to say,i really miss them.
like all the times we played and do crazy stuffs and my cousin bullying us,slamming us on beds,playing rough.
HAHAHHA.
it was pretty funny cause we will be like super angry with him?
OH OH! also,how we would curse and swear at the adults if they are being unreasonable,trying to make fun of them when they are scolding:l

OH MAN,I CAN'T POST UP THE PICTURES WHICH I TOOK WITH THEM!
:@
(some weird expression)

"Those guys wanna come treat ya right
Cause you're sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got.."

Taalala.
It's the holiday!
i haven't been studying since last friday i think,i mean those that you really sit down and start studying.
but i always think that we can't don much now since it's like the mid of the exams.
i just have to read through everything i've learnt and also prepare notes for geography of food:l

This year's teachers' day was really heartwarming and nice, i guess:)
HALF of 5S/6S went back to rulang,
but sadly there's only mr ho left there and all we can see is that he has got more and more white hair!

it's really nice seeing all my close friends in rulang once again.
i thought it would be really awkward,but we have like got endless things to talk about!
from sec3 to sec4 and everything,
& it's cute to see how some of my friends haven't grow! (still chasing each other around and making lame jokes:DDD)
I STILL LOVE THEM:)

anywayssss,
prelims has been quite nice till now,except for ss i think.
not that i will flunk or what,but i have no 100% confidence you see:l
BIO IS SOOOO WEIRD.
isn't it supposed to be VERY difficult? firstly cause it's arul; secondly cause it's THE prelims.
BUT i'm not saying that it's easy,it has it's challenging question,more of the thinking ones.
I'm quite satisfied with chem i have to say:)







MRS ONG IS SOOOOO CUTE! :D

HELLO BEAUTIFUL;

It's thursday again,
the day that alwayss make me smile(:
No aep,nice lessons and also ANTM.
But i skipped school today and i'm not studying like in mac, with Daniel. HAHAHA.
(board games and all)
BUT I WANT TO PLAY TOUCH RUGBY!

Olympics is gonna be over on sunday,
monday-prelims starting.
ironically,i'm now scared that i'm not feeling scared!
And WED,the ugly day,is BIO and SS. gosh,i hate it man,feel like cursing and swearing at it,damn.
i haven't start reading anything about SS,moreover the SBQ is gonna be de-contextualised source:I
history and geog is after the hols,so i guess it should be okay?
Chem,worse,i really want to do well for it:(

and i'm getting home late everyday,like midnight,
i might just get raped by the someone:/

random note:
there's a lot of cute children everywhere today!
and i bought a pair of show,like finally
cause my school shoes are damn ugly:O



A nice prom dress is all i need now:)

"we are moving at the speed of light until eternity."

Beijing olympic has started, National Day's over.
everything is flying past in a wink of eye.
it's freaking WEEK6,meaning we have only 3 more week,before everything come crashing down on us.
it's so weird why they put sciences before the sept holiday,cause there are like thousands of things i haven't memorise,like how the water travel into the plant through the root,up the xylem and out through the stomata(transpiration).
history with stalin and hitler seemed more fun now,despite the fact that i realised i haven't been revising for the things like the October Revolution in 1917,i think? :I
SS,forget it,i'll just study for tamil tigers and be happy with it:)

Oh man,i hate it when all the things are showing now,
Heroes,Olympics(i so want to watch the women gymnastics!),First Class and Calefare is quite funny too:D
Not forgetting that i'm missing Prom Night,cause the rating's like 1star? :(:(:(:(:(
they said the gore was worse than a bandage commercial! That's so bad.

I guess i haven't study much over these past 4 days,i'm even playing at my cousin's house now,watching the synchronised diving & i think they are soo biased! 

digressed;
I had a bizarre dream 2 nights ago.
I dreamt about the guy that i'm gonna marry,i don't know his name,only know his surname is LEE. 
& i still remember his look!
that's like weirdest to the max, 11/10!

note: i have to find a time for my prom dress! :l

I'm ending so abruptly,
I think this year's national day theme song's kinda nice(:
SHINE for singapore.

&JASON MRAZ IS SO CUTE please.

*WEEK 3*

omg,life's hard without a computer at home la.
no updating of my ipod's song,no livejournal,can't check my mails too, even now when i need to do my elearning i have to come to hazel house to do it! DAMNNNN.
okay,i seriously think elearning is a waste of our life,
you can't do math on the computer,brain cannot function and think of how to integrate logarithm,stupid school.
(think of the bright side) at least we get to get 2 off-days from school.

AHHHHHH,i'm blabbling,i cannot think what i'm typing.
O's COMING IN 3 MONTHS.
prelims is coming down hard,with 9subjects to cope with,i really think combined science is not a bad idea(4/10?)
whole world's doing it,and no more JAYS to study chem with me:(

I don't know,I won't be blogging often now.
I really want 5As badly on my result slip for my prelims:)




TAA GOING FOR AUDITION FOR CJC'S DSA,
I HOPE SHE'LL DO WELL:)
(ALL THE HOT GUYS THERE HUH?) :D

WOAHHHHHHHHHH,
PARTY'S TOMORROW! :D 

oh man,
i think nobody's gonna buy me 16 big balloons,
:(
I really wanted it la.
Hmmmmmm, maybe i'll get it for the after-party with Taa:)

anyway,
I've bought Taa some nice things,not some ugly shit.
hahaha,but i hope she will like the colour thought(:

OMG,I have like 1000 things to do now,but i'm blogging!:/
weird,but it's cause i have to post something before i go malaysia tomorrow night.





Next time i will be posting will be on eighth June i think?
TAKE CARE,CIAO:)

WOAH,JAYS'S PARTY WAS A BOMB LAST NIGHT:D
we danced and laughed like crazy,
we did the all-cca dance and it's soooooooooo very funny! They said they loved the redcross one the most. hahaha.
though i didn't dressed really like a cheerleader in the end without the skirt,and end up wearing jays's navy shorts,
i still think it's cool.
Cause at least it's better than boh who just wore some rubbish shirt and bermuda. Laughs.
Kavi was cute too,she came in her camp shirt and FBT shorts:D
Suxann got the Best Dress Award! she wore her aikido uniform:)
I think begum was awesome too,she dressed really well as a SKATER,and it's soooooooo cute! 

OH MAN! 
My comp's screwed and i can't post up pictures! 
This shittybug thing! :/
Anyway,i'll try next time maybe,steal my cousin's laptop or something:)

before that,we must go back to chinese o's on monday;
Now,all i've gotta do for TODAY is to do 10more chinese essays or smth,really.
i promise i won't get out of my house:/

 

HELLO WORLD.

O's chinese paper is in 3days time
frickin' 3 days,OMG.
Okay,i admit,I'm not REALLY scared though
but just that I think i SHOULD feel nervous and all,shouldn't i?
hahaha. Maybe i'm that proved that i'm prepared? :O
I still don't have the 'discipline' to do alllllllll the chinese paper at home,with all the poems and quotes.
Just spending some time reading some A essays,hoping that it will help in some way?
:)

Anyway, PTC's coming up on saturday,wonder what will mrs ong say?
maybe she will start of with all the praises and the ending part will be the horrid ones,
making your parents remember them the most,
and so,they will something to nag at you for the rest of the trip home.
Jay's '7 Deadly Sins-Sports Version' is also gonna be on saturday,
still have not decided on what i'll be wearing.
suxann said she's gonna wear a red-and-black dress there,no matter what's the theme. Laughs.
(that's why i don't want to have a theme!)
WAHHHHH,boh mentioned that he had already decided what he's gonna wear.
*imagine: some new urban male polo tee and FBT shorts(wayyyyyyy high up,showing his SEXY legs?) :O

Tomorrow i'm skipping school,
since i'm a lazy student and i find spring cleaning a chore(worse still,who would want to clean the CLASS when my own bedroom isn't in like a tip-top condition?),plus CBQ said that she's only gonna be doing paper 2.
so i'm off to far east with taa,
main reason not for shopping, but to buy presents,
STILL,I WANT TO SEARCH FOR A BEAUTIFUL AND GORGEOUS BIRTHDAY DRESS:D

I'm god damnnnnnn excited about my partyyyyy,really hoped that my friends will all turn up,
since i'm only inviting my close friends.
btw, the confirmed info will be
DATE: 30TH MAY 2008
TIME: STARTS AT 5 (you can come early if you want to play with us,rollerskate,cycle etc.)
VENUE: CHALET AT EAST COAST
WHAT TO BRING: EXTRA CLOTHES(if you wanna play)
                                               2BUCKS






p.s. I've fulfilled my craving for Kinder Bueno! :D

HELLO WORLD;

I've just went hunting for presents for SHEENA,JAYS&TAA.
and bought something only for sheena so far,but no more fulus for now!
so i'm gonna buy jays's birthday present on maybe thurs? But it's still a mega problem what to buy for her,anyone wants to give suggestions?
(to jays: Hello,i will not know what to wear for the 7 Deadly Sins!)
hmmm.. for TAAHIRA,i'm gonna save up now,since i've already thought of what to buy for her! :D

anyway,
IT'S 12 MORE DAYS TO MY BIG DAY!
Long awaited day since the start of the year. 
Waking up feeling real special and euphoric,
waiting to receive all the great wishes from everyone,
wearing the NICEST and most beautiful dress,
& having a gorgeous hair:)
And plus,the best part of it is all the birthday surprises and hugs from everyoneeeee.

Now i just have to plan for my partyyyyyyyyyyy! 
The thing is,there's still a lot of things to be done: 
#1. Date,Time
#2. Venue
#3. Food
#4. Birthday dress
(Hello anybody,can help me think of the venue? It's a major problem)
I decide not to have any theme,cause I realised the themes that i wanted are all putting a question mark on what the guys can wear to my party.
10DAYS for all these to be settled,HAZEL shall be my event panner! :D

Me and taa got this fantasy of getting 16 BIG MEGA BALLOONS for our birthday! 
Like those real colourful and pretty ones:)
I really want them,anybody please? :)

Movin' on, I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high

HELLO WORLD;

okay,he's right,I'm gonna blog about him.
Hahaha. 
Let's just name him Mr. Filthy-Rich-and-Dumb
This guy is damnnnnnnnn stupid-est boy i've ever seen!

Hello,imagine now:
One fine day,that guy went shopping with his mom
*walk walk,there's a Gucci shop in front of you*
Him: Mommy,let's go into the shop!
Mom: Nono,people will look down on us,cause we can't afford it
Him:it's okay,just go take a look!
*walks in
Him: Mom,this BELT looks not bad huh?
*mom's agree
*Guy shows puppy look & said," Mommy,please..?"  (okay,i confessed i made up this line myself)
Mom gave in and 530BUCKS for a GENUINE LEATHER BELT.
:O

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I've caught the IRON MAN today already, long awaited(:
It's quite nice,like one of the movies that you DEFINITELY won't regret watching.

The main character,Tony Stark, is also filthy rich please;
look at his house,it's gorgeous and humongous
he got like 5 vovo(whatever the spelling is,just some hot car),which will cost zillions?
his technology is beyond your imagination i tell you!
the coolest and cutest thing "alive"- He's got robots that talk to him!
It's soooooooooooo cute! Stark even threatened to donate them to some uni if they aren't obedient. *awwwwwwh
Plus point: he's smart like WOW,
he can build his iron man,IN A CAVE.

But the only thing was their lines were pretty quite predictable?
laughs.
I kept telling boh what's gonna happen next and he was like urggg,aniti-climax or smth:D
*sorry boh!
The rest were just awesome; the effects,the technology all.

I give it a 8 points! :)

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anyway,
i realised that there are really nice people out there:)
people came telling me that i could call them at 2am if i want to.
kenneth offered me hi-chew(or whatever),very nice of him(:
BOH BOUGHT ME A HP POUCH,which i really like,swear!
&my dearest daddy,who said i did "NOT BAD" after i told him i got only Bs&Cs,also failing my chem.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!:)

goodness,i had worst night ever.

I had high fever out of nowhere,head and body aching like nobody's business and my stomach is like urgg.. upside down or something. All these symptoms sounds like..Dengue huh? 
I'm damnnnn scared,I'm really praying that it's not gonna be that bad.

I'm so annoyed by all these! 
I woke up every hour and i felt so horrible that i kept crying throughout the night.
Wanted to call someone and scream into the phone or smth,but it's like 2am in the morning?
Don't wanna tell my dad also,afraid of making him worry.
so ya,i suffered till finally 6am in the morning and I felt kinda relieved? 
No idea why,maybe cause i thought going to school might help? (crazy thoughts)

And it turns out,it really helped!
Okay,maybe it's because of the 4 panadols,whatever,
but once i reached home,DIE,everything's like coming out again!
fuck,i hate it.
(sorry,can't help but swear)

HELLO WORLD,

4 minutes is the first song i heard since i stepped into singapore,refreshing or what?

man,it's really nice to spend my weekends and after-exam with my mom (in malaysia)
i don't have to think much,just eat sleep play all day long,like you don't get to do that everytime when you are in your graduating year right?
partly it's because i don't even have to think of the horrifying result that i have to get once i go to school.
but escaping from reality isn't a very good thing huh?
the thought of the results still hover in my mind since monday,
a voice from the back of my head keeps telling me that i wish to be in school right at this moment to get all of that rubbish,
no matter how disappointing it is.

and just as i expected; i didn't do great,in fact i didn't even do fine for my bio,it was a C.
freaking C.
my efforts didn't pay off eventually,after mugging so hard everyday outside(limbang 3/4 of the time).
my chem? okay,i confessed that i was a lil 'boo' when i've heard that i flunked,not that i didn't try.
emath,unknown yet.
chinese worse, got a B.
the rest i'm just praying damnnn hard that i'll do better and hope that it can cheer me up.

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random;
I love Peter Pan,
and of course dear TinkerBell more! :)

she's so uber cute!
Boy,look at how she gets jealous whenever PeterPan's with a girl. Laughs.
i'm sure now you will start thinking about all the disney characters:D
And you love them! 
cinderella,rapunzel,snow white,sleeping beauty,aladdin...(: 

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww,
I wanna watch more!

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damn,i'm sitting in front of the computer when i'm not feeling well.
AAAAH,everything doesn't feels right.

my throat,my head and body hurts:(

&the whole world's not going school tomorrow!







Oh god,i promise i'll work harder for my bio and chem,reallyyyyyyyy:)














p.s. & i sure do miss everyone!
 

This movie is damnnnnnn nice and hilarious,i swear!
:D
Rating: 9/10

Cameron Diaz is f**king hot,really.
Laugh out loud. Me and taa commented on her figure and we go "Hai yo..." together. hahaha.
& Ashton Kutcher is uber cute too(:







p.s. I'm watching "I'm The Legend",after craving it for so long! 
p.s.s. I'm watching ANTM after that,TYRA BANKS!:D

HELLO WORLD.

oh yes babyyyyyyyyy,
IT'S OVERRRR!
amath wasn't hard today,i promise!
i give like 4/10 (10 is the hardest)
:)

& plus,
we went mac to study(no more studying!) eat and chill out a little(:
I get to eat my cheeseburger today! :O

*take a deep breath
now,it's time to think about life a lil,think about ALL the things that we're gonna do next,etc
Things i'm gonna do today:
#1. Catch 'What happens in Vegas' with hazey,taa,suxann,boh & bry.
#2. have a really nice dinner,hopefully got fulus.
#3. come home,bath, watch the Showdown,with Muttons.
#4. Bake muffins for my mom!
#5. Have a long and nice sleeppppppppppp tonight. *highly important